Thursday, May 20, 2010

Why can't life just be simple and carefree? Maybe I think too much and need to be more proactive with my train of thoughts...

The business plan is being postponed because my partner and I have a slightly different vision from visioned.

My car is doing great, I'm getting the hang of it, but canyon driving is a whole different story.. do I have what it takes to practice?

Project management seems like the only thing that is moving forward although I need to be more attentive to absorb the new information and skills.

Bike lessons is still out of the picture until my arm is fully healed.

Along with all this mess being broke and useless isn't helping much either. How do I keep myself from feeling so low? I also noticed a few new wrinkles and poor skin... am I going through a crisis?

- 306 Days To Go

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Too Much?

It wasn't until today I was sort of shook by how things have crept up on me. I've been living in the slow lane for the past two months and it feels like the World's turned upside down as I'm trying to adjust my daily activities. These activities are to help me bring me one step closer to my goals, but why do they feel so far away? Should I be making smaller goals instead of these big ones, or should I - just do it.

Project Management class feels like a bore, I feel like I need to get my hands on it in order to fully understand all the new terminology I'm learning.

I went to the orthopedic today and good news! The X-ray actually showed signs of bone growth. *whew* Although it will be another 5 weeks before my next visit, I am able to push my arm a lot more, and I'm more motivated than ever to spend more time each day stretching it.

I need to learn how to simplify and not think too far ahead, so I must keep telling myself, baby steps Grace, baby steps.

Patience....

Focus...

Just Do It!

- 314 days to go

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

If the Winds Change, Adjust Your Sails!

Starting off with my arm, It's still very limited and for some reason I feel the healing process is procrastinated because I am not motivated in working on it outside of therapy sessions. I need to overcome the prolonged pain.

Fourth week into class, I hope some of this information will stick with me. I try to keep reading every day so it will stick. C'mon brain, use some brain cells!

My car is doing better, I'm getting more use to driving manual and having fun at the same time. I hope it all pays off when my arm heals and I can test my limits on it. Or I can just go go karting and figure it out first =)

I looked up CPR/AED classes to get certified. At Red Cross they offer a 5 hour class in receiving it. It will be valid for one year and I'll need to get it before I can begin personal trainer lessons. So that is my next appointment on my agenda once my arm is well. Here I come!

- 322 Days to Go